was driving back home from uni like a crazy fuck today...trying to push my loyal wira to its maximum potential...hahaha...then suddenly this song came on...and i just had to slow down...i guess i realize that this song actually explains a part of my life now...



the lyrics...

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

a place long lost in time revisited ,
forbidden memories replayed ,
things seem so different,
it seemed so alienated,
it stifled my emotions,
a place once so beautiful,
contaminated by memories of the new,
a place once so serene,
filled with the filth of memories from the present,
maybe i just should've,
should've have left it alone...

because when you love something,

every time a bit of it goes...

you lose a piece of your self.

how are you?,
do you know that i miss you,
been so long since i saw you,
oh god i wish i could hold you.

how are you?,
where have you been lately,
worlds apart we are,
its like being heaven and earth apart.

how are you?,
do you still think of me,
do you still think of us,
do you know how much i love you still.

yeah this is my update for the weekend...its for you...i just want you to know that i really miss you...just wonder if you still come by this page...sometimes i just wonder what is going on in your mind...you make me so confuse everytime...

i've been neglecting you so much...please forgive me...i've been busy...please try to understand...i didn't mean to leave you all alone...i didn't mean to stop writing...but there were just so many things on my mind...there is no other i swear...please don't be angry bloggie...

hahaha...yeah i know i've been neglecting this blog lately...don't worry...will try to at least update something by this weekend...cheers...