i would put my hand in to show how big that fcuking python was...but i didn't want to loose my hand...umm lets just say that snake's head is as big as your head maybe even bigger...hahaha...he looks hungry...signing out world

*Quote Of The Day*

Its all well and good to talk about happy endings but if a person can't deliver, if he keeps screwing up, well eventually...i guess you kind of have to say FUCK YOU........or words to that effect...

...signing out world...(taken from a series that i'm watching now)

feeling lonely tonight...feel neglected right now...feel as though i'm the last person on the face of the earth...how do i get rid of this feeling of emptiness?...how do i overcome the fear of being lonely?...it is as though no one else cares for you anymore...it is as though there no one left to care for... I ask myself, "Am I stuck in Oblivion?"...i tell myself "I'm lost in the sea of Nothingness"...How do i save myself???could someone throw me a lifesaver???would someone save me from oblivion???i can't take this insanity no more...give me some sanity...give me a break...i need my half-time in life...

i'm moving slowly but life speeds by like a bullet train...i'm suffering for the whiplash of life moving so fast...can't keep up...don't want to keep up...just feel like giving up...slow the fuck down would you...give me a fucking break for the sake of my sanity...signing out world...

here i am sitting in front of the pc...trying to make myself sleepy...it made me think...what makes us want to get up from bed everyday single freaking day to go to work or uni or school or just for anything at all...what makes us want to go on with a such routinely life every single damn day...is life so fun???you wake up,you go to work/uni/school, you come back dead tired, you go to sleep and repeat the next thing all over again for the rest of your life...do we do this things to please other people or to please ourselves...or just to fit into society?don't you ever feel like dropping everything thing you're doing and fly to the nearest island and just slack off for a week or maybe a month...i mean if we actually slack off more than that then why just don't go become a homeless guy right...ever wish you could do whatever you want whenever you wanted...or go anyway you like whenever you like (for those rich and famous of course can la...but i'm talking about us average joes...)...well maybe its the small things that are slipped into our daily routine that makes us want to get up from bed to see what's in store for us...never know some of us might get lucky...

i've been thinking...i study my ass off everyday (ok not everyday la) and in the end i'm not sure whether i'll be going to apply any shit i learn in uni in work life...couldn't they teach us on how to give excuses when we're late for work or forgot to handup an important document...or even give us a list on where to obtain fake MCs...or how to kiss ass to get a promotion...or even maybe how to get that sexy secretary in your office (sorry my mind was wondering too much...naughty naughty)...well anyway if there was a course that thought all these stuff...sign me up mates...well i guess i've bitched enough already...time to try to get some sleep to see what's in store for tomorrow...signing out world...